泪

泪这个字，在你们的眼中，对我来说好像是不存在的。
前晚，我竟然留了两滴泪 = =

Wednesday, mum cooked for dinner
but when i was sitting in her car after school,
i saw her fingers was wounded
then i asked about how she get the wound
she said she hurt herself when she wrong sharpening the knife
I have told her many times not to cook when grandma was not here
because every time she cook she will hurt herself

last time she cook wanton,
4 fingers was hurt by the wok
swell and water inside...
yes, her wanton is delicious,
but the consequence was too big...
so i told her not to cook again

and when i know she wounded
i scolded her for not listening my advice
at home i heard she told my dad side grandma i scold her for wounding her hand
but she knows that i care for her
yes, i really care for her
i doesn't mean to scold her but my heart feel very pain when i know she was wounded...

at night
i saw she was finding the cream for the wound
the cream was at my room and i took it to her immediately
many feelings...
but i cant type it out
but still telling her
都叫了你不要煮的啦！每次煮饭都搞到损手烂脚 = = ( in Cantonese)

at night when i though of her,
my tears dropped down,
but not much
2 drops...

我是电视迷，总觉得戏如人生，人生如戏
可能是因为我的生涯很戏剧性 = =
想到妈妈这一幕，
就想到《珠光宝气》的高长胜，
高长胜的童年很坎坷，
他的妈妈为了养家而做妓女，（还好我妈妈不至于这样 = =）
所以他发誓以后一定要赚很多很多钱，
要孝顺妈妈，
他的名句：

人要是试过挨饿，
先会知道点样去同人地抢野食，
就算有好多食物，
我都不会俾自己吃得太饱，
因为我要经常提醒自己，
挨饿的时候有多么地痛苦

可能你们不懂他在讲什么，
但是如果有身同感受过，
就能了解了...

31st of December 2008

last post for 2008
but typing at 1st of Jan , year 2009

Today morning actually i promised mum to wake up at 9.30am then we go to have breakfast together
but i slept until... 10.30am = =
then she scolded me
then i said i have no more chance to sleep edi
so she let me to sleep but she watch 珠光宝气 using my pc beside my bed = =

then we went Jusco!
everything added 10% extra discount
mum saw it and called all her friend= =
and surely, my aunt

then we have breakfast there
铁板面！
i didn't eat this food for long time = =
since...
X years old

then we went Giordano to buy a new trousers
everything have discount
and i bought a T-shirt
"Good Night Big Ben" = =
total amount is.. 1XX?
i forgot
then, my mum went to buy a sandal
crocodile
and we go to England Optical to make a pair of new spectacles
OMG !
my right eye, 900 edi = =
left eye still ok...
the power didnt rise

the machine cant get my power reading firstly= =
made me shocked


the afternoon passed very fast..
i stay at home until 11pm
and we go to aunt's house to have supper= =
2molo i will post big plan for year 2009!
Good Night!

4th of december

Actually
nothing special 2day,
but
i want to mark down what i learned from 珠光宝气
from 1st till 20th episode
1 character by 1 character,

康家

康雅言,Sylvia
Eldest sister, main character
一开始，就被男人骗感情，
她的丈夫在外有妻儿，
娱乐公司经理人，很受同事欢迎
理智但冲动。
She is very funny, keep make his boss(高长胜） angry, and her boss make her angry too!

康雅瞳,Constance
2nd sister, main character
一开始，就被男人骗感情，
丈夫在外有女人，
后加入其利钻业当推销员
后与陈启发邂逅，
被母亲发现，
后母亲把他们拆散。
She is tough! but heart is soft= =, she know what her sisters need and will work hard to make them get it

康雅思,Jessica:
3rd sister,main character
一开始，就被男人骗感情，
His husband failed in business
then refuge to taiwan
and she has to declare bankrupt
soon she worked for 2 PR company
and knew Martin
she use many way to make him like her
最攻心计，最有脑也是最恐怖的

康青楊：
Father of the 3 main characters
Hear the rumour and hate his own boss for 30 years
but at last he is clear about it
and feel very regret
he helped his boss to solve the problem too!

白筱柔:
Mother of the 3 main character
this woman...
geng!
every woman in this drama also geng!
especially this 1
can solve the problem caused by her daughters easily
and would not give any stress to his husband.
做事要当机立断，要理智，看事情不要只看表面

商人

賀　峰，Martin
淫佬 = =
为了让自己的儿子Terrance 成长，不得不牺牲金钱
也叫 Terrance 的死对头 Kalvin 跟他作对，
他无论看人还是看物业都是眼光独到的！

賀哲男，Terrance
冲动，一意孤行，
跟他爸爸一样，淫佬 = =！

不想写了，因为他们全部都很geng!!!

1st of December

2.30am now
juz now watch 珠光宝气
this drama is long
but it is worth to watch!
it shows how businessman compete by tactics!
even a game between rich men
it can screw up everyone!
it also shows the relationship between family member,
1st lesson:
dun lie to your family
then 2nd lesson:
Everyone has a past,
when u get your success,
then u will use any tactics,
to make ur success to a higher level
however, what happened to you at the past,
is a fact, u cannot delete it from ur memory!
3rd lesson:
friendship,
when your parents, family is not around u,
only your friends can help u!
but dont rely on them,
they may "kill" u anytime!

2day morning have breakfast with mum then go back to school
to take the PLKN postponement letter
then went to Menara selborn to submit it!
that selborn tower....
has a spooky basement parking...

afternoon i played maple
then at night after dinner i start to do 100 questions of undang...
i wrong many of them
must go through be4 i take the test
cannot my mum's money meaninglessly
that's all for today,
Sleep!

熬夜后遗症

21:00 now
i slept from 01:30 till 10:30,
then from 1430 till 1930
still feel a bit tired
so i prefer to stay at home and not going to genting
it is time to start 珠光宝气！
just now i told ko yee that guan hua dulan her
then...
i feel i lighted a match in methane gas
i dun1 to talk much here
sleep!
friday no1 to go sg wang with me...
nvm bah,
hear her in the air,
3pm, 988