Rejudge myself!

Actually,
"why u want to become a doctor?"
i asked my self before
my mum also asked that question before
to save people? No...
to earn lots of money? No...
then?
I do not know...
actually,
I like to "mess up" with drugs
I like challenging job

last few weeks,
Yun told me that he want to study Chemical Engineering and Environment Science
so, I immediately go to have a look on that course
not bad...
i interested in this course
i remember i fill up a form before,

"Your 5 ambition:"
Doctor
Pharmacist
Environment protector jobs
chef
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yesterday i saw a quiz in a forum
is about "whats your major"
after doing it
i get the result
Environmental science on the 1st rank
4th for health

and today mum advised me that
i should think carefully
it is not kids playing sand
she say I have not enough courage to be a doctor
i think i should find more quiz similar that to do to determine what should i study in higher institute

Education fair on the road!
i think i should pay a visit as my aim changed...
but...
next time
so far i know Monash University and University of Nottingham provide that course
Monash , always the campus i hoped to study in...

final question,
should i forget about for being a doctor?
it is 2.30am now...
think... think... think...
sleep maybe better
because 休息是为了走更长远的路！
常在心讲的 = =