回忆--过年

first of all, my kampung= my mum's kampung

i go back at the 1st day of CNY when i was a kid
but we leave there very early
at kampung i very enjoy in feeding the chickens,ducks
playing firecrackers ( that time still legal)
at night we all gamble black jack
no astro, no computer
but very happy

my cousins are older than me around 10 years
they keep sleeping and wish to go back to KL that time
i dont know why and keep laugh at them = =

still remember when standard 3 too i wish to go back at the CNY's eve
then i cried in front of my dad side grandfather
= =

but now...
i look alike my cousins
sleeping...
wishing to leave for KL earlier
chickens still there
but i have no mood to feed them
we did gamble
but...
dont know why lose the fun when i was a kid

time changed everything...
changed my mood
to CNY
but going back to hometown is my responsibility
my respect to the ancestors?
yes yes
i will go back every year
if the house is still there

why unmarried people happy during CNY
we get the red packets
when i was a kid i will open the red packet immediately after i get it
to determine who love me more = =
so money-minded
but my mum-side family love me very much
either in real or in money
but those money i touched 1 time and immediately go to my mum
she said, dun think your mum din give angpao to the others
so this year, i didnt open my red packets
after i get it i pass to my mum immediately
= =
yes, she wont let her brother and sisters loss any cent in the angpao giving session
so the money is round back to her
my grandma(mum's side)
also wont let my mum to lost much
she know a single woman need to carry a burden of taking care of her son is hard
my uncle too, of course,
love is in the air in our family!

年~又过年~共庆欢乐连绵

除夕篇：

Everything is packed
and we start going back to Kuala Lipis at... 11.45pm
then we reached around 3pm
actually i not very enjoy going back to hometown
boring,many insects, not free and keep bother by my cousin!

i brought the CS1.6 installer back
installed in the PC and his laptop
then i tried to play with him by LAN
at the beginning it is very fun
but soon after...
i feel boring
at night
steamboat time!
i ate quite a lot
very full!

then, angpao time
but before that
my mum, my aunt gave some annual "wage" to the elder
my grandpa and grandma
my grandpa, who was a Alzheimer's disease sufferer
keep count the money
the total he get is RM1300
1000 in Rm50 notes and other in RM10 notes
he counted the Rm50 notes for 45mins, still cant count accurately
very funny,
we laughed for 45mins = =

at night,
i sleep in the living room
because they dont want to turn on the air-cond
then i sleep in the living room instead of uncle's room
woke up at 5am,
grandma praying
then i went to toilet and fall asleep again,
in her 经文
after she done praying,
around 6am
she wake me up and help me to move the mattress to her room

大年初一

大年初一头一天,家家户户过新年
what's for today?
after breakfast,
CS = =
siennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
then i watch TV
济公
very dai b
but...
my cousin interrupt me again
those adults ask him to play himself
then the 1st day i think he played the game for... 10hrs?
after the movie i take a nap in my uncle's room
when i wake up,
i found that my limbs are itchy
some insects bit me!
siennnnnnn

today is the first day of a month in Lunar Calendar
so some of our family member have vege whole day
but at night uncle open house and hire the satay maker
then i start my meat-eating at 9pm = =
and then we have gamble time!
we cheated out grandpa around RM60 = =
then we say we give out all the money for Rakuzen = =

大年初二
same day,
no special event

给人放飞机！

Who bluffed me?
my aunt!!!
she...
said that we will going back to hometown tonight
then...
i go home earlier and didnt watch red cliff
after i went home
she seem like sick
running nose and cough
she is the best driver in our home
when she was driving,
we say that she will imagine she is 买鸡输mat鸡
= =
but in the afternoon she say we will be back at 7-8pm!!!
haiz = =

we know that 好的开始,是成功的一半
坏的开始，是不是失败的一半呢？

In first physics test
i finish studying already
but i still feel that i haven't done
my feeling is correct!
i haven't master them all!
Practice! Practice makes Prefect!

CNY is coming, i think i have to use sometime to do some revision!
cannot just plan!
must take action!
i must know what position i am standing
if i'm lazy
i will die!
complete all calculus pass year questions!!!
revise optics? hope so

Ben ar ben
is time to awake!
restart your study life after you come back from Home Town
you must do this!!!
you must bring yourself to the Mt Everest... = =

School Opening Ceremony 新春庙会

today,
we are on duty at the fun-fair
ok...
we accept

school opening ceremony,
i dont know why form teacher have to stand behind their own class
then they will walking in the row of students
i go to ren class's line,
actually their teacher cant recognize me
but
i din look at her straightly
i though she was looking at me
then i say sorry and "lan" back to my class' line
let u all scold lo.....
I'M SUK!!!!!!!

the board of directors is arriving
when have nothing to do
so we clap our hands when they pass through
quite fun?
i do not know = =
at least wont so annoying as we just standing there, talking about or school life

the principal give a talk,
then the head of the board
then...
introduction of the board of directors,
(not as detailed as years ago)
introduction to all the head of department of our school
最州欢迎处长： 李瑞安 李慧慧
= =
they get most clap when their names was out

ok, ceremony ended
let's go back to class and start our 挥春
i wrote 2
but both of them are sucks = =
then jia fei pass-by my class
i asked her to write 1 for me
her writing was so good!
way different from my writing = =
if i get the prize i will pass to her for sure!

we go down to the ground earlier as we are on duty
helped them to take some tables
then we waiting for command
1 of the vice-president scolded us
then hung wei, King kong and I dulan
we go on a strike!
we din get any salary,
we do not need to stand our anger
!!!

then we sit under sun and chui sui = =

English? Mandarin?

The UEC registration form is sent to us
is time to face this = =
after we paid,
we have the responsible for it!

for Advanced Maths (I) and (II) and Biology
should I use English for medium language?
Biology maybe dangerous
the structured question really frightened me
so...
i will take mandarin for safety

maths...
i scare that i will answer in English
during the test
but maybe i will suit myself this year
duno why i think this question for quite a long time
= =

不再沮丧！抬头，迎接第一挑战！

1 week passed again
i think i can adapt myself in Zhong class
hope so...
haha
笑口常开，好彩自然来！
i will remember this sentence

next tuesday,
optics test,
Chap 1-5
all objective
hmm...
read lo!
bye!

2day i very dulan
after musics class i go to wear my shoe
before that
i placed my shoes beside him
then he wore his shoe and threw my shoe away
i can play
but pls,
don't overwhelm me
something i cannot stand is dirty
the floor was so dirty and u make me to step few more second on it
sure i will angry
and that wai kin fled immediately
never mind
i wont give u a lesson
when you are out
you will get it ur own!
wai kin:"DIAM LA!"

Meet The Teachers!

BM-- she haven't talk in class

Mandarin --an experienced teacher, open minded too

English-- Sei mal lao ar! = = a typically 老顽童. this old man don't have old thinking, he enjoy his teaching life indeed, very happy to have such teacher! I think his teaching way similar as Ibrahim

Chemistry-- Form teacher, everyone said that she is the best chemistry teacher in school, but sometime she was not very clear when collect fees = =. But most important is she can really make people feel interested in chemistry!(My cousin said)

Biology-- A funny teacher. Bok tao dong!

Physics-- Na bet = =. feel he a bit lan c. He must be a boring teacher... but i think no physics teacher is fun in class!

Mechanics-- Experienced teacher, can say so. Mad 1, 10 people with lowest score in his test will get a penalty! Rubbish bag PK = = SEI TIN LOU!!! I'm sure i am 1 of the 10 T_T

Maths-- Tan kin hon. Everyone knows him. his talking like keep shooting to liu ming hua. But Sometime he is very funny too!

Computer Theory-- she is a boring 1, no computer theory teacher can be fun in class, but she dont let people to sleep...

Music--

Art--

Physical Education--She taught me at form 2, she like to give penalty to people by frog jumping...


i now remembered 1 sentence:
笑口常开，好彩自然来！
i must smile always
not like a bitter gourd
苦调调 1
If i smile always,
the prosperity will follow me!!!
Let this be the year!
when we fight and victory together!

although we are in different class
Friendship may fade
but
our fate will join together
this year!

好像想通了！ = =

不在仁的日子， 第二日 小雨

today...
we have change our seats again
although our gang didn't change the seats
but king kong din get a seat for ying ying
ko yee call her 凸^^凸
duno why = =

our day start with my tuition home work
i dont know how to do some of the questions
then i asked shao keat
he teach me in the way like i teach my cousin
i can accept it...
because i do the same thing to my cousin
now i can feel my cousin's pain when i was teaching him
cant think and nothing to say= =
no doubt, he is really pro
he can 反思 in calculus
i can only use this skill in memorizing and drama
how to substitute this skill in calculus???
but i cant compare with him
he is rank 6 in the form and get 100 mark of average in Calculus

Our form teacher is a chemistry teacher
she taught a while today
she gave us the structural formula and we have to give the IUPAC name
when i'm judging and analyzing the question
they get the answer...
WTF is this?

then today after reached home i keep thinking this question
then just now received a call from my aunt
she said:
no need to be so frustrate
just to do yourself
dun care the others
dun make you sorry to yourself and your mum
i felt a bit relief after those words

Think again?
i will think more and more to make myself sad and happy
then i will become nervous breakdown = =

唔好酱自卑！
你自卑你就会死的啦！
mum told me this
yes
i frustrated
so i look very down
feel very stressful

my cousin
once 3 years 1st class in Chong hwa
she said:
treat them as competitor!
stop this = =
i cannot do that
should say i dont have such ability to do that
dont have ability
then must be hardworking

i need something to give me confident that i can stand in 1st class
my mum knew that
she say
u dun be like this 1st
try the 1st test
then if u get confident u can boost
i know u!

yes
you know me indeed
recall!
i'm very lazy after mid-year holiday last year
but after i get the report card
i regained my strength to study again
i must transfer my frustrated mind to boost myself
but...
i need sometime...

Back to School!

1st day back to school
happy?
maybe i can use happy for year 2008
but this year...
me, king kong, merry,NX,hung wei,
we 5 people stick together = =
as a gang
i dont know much of them
so...
just be quiet
post for class
i din get any
because it is dictator way to choose
nth to say

then many of them keep talking,
some reading
some doing maths homework
some sleeping

they talk in school but what they doing in home i do not know...
then went back home at 3.10pm
slept for half hour
but slack on my table
very tired
still felt a bit stressful

then go to aunt's house for dinner
and go back home
after bath i do my maths home work silently
mum scared of me because she though i'm moody today = =
but i'm not
should i study or not?
if i dont study i will feel sorry to myself
Zhong class syndrome?
did i get it?
i do not know...

it is going to rain
i mean...
now's raining
this will be a good night sleep
that's all for today....

无题

Today i went tuition at liu meng hua's house
with my classmate of course
at the beginning,
i just hear what teacher is talking
and when i turn my eyes to them
they keep writing......
if i dun write
then i will feel sorry to myself!
write them down!
good to me too!

and they can answer what teacher asked in a short time
this 1 i cant follow them
i don't have such brain
what can i do is be more hardworking,
i feel very tired, stressful
i keep asking myself not to compete but...
i...
haiz...
天生好胜？
no...
but i really don't know what to do!

I still remember the first period of chemistry of year 2008
our teacher convince us to start our class
but many of us use many excuse to avoid teacher from teaching
except me and chuan
then i tell him next year we both may be in zhong class
very funny?
no...
it has become reality but...

suddenly my music player load a song...

"过山车"

如踏上过山车般当然 高处甚美
回旋在下个转角低潮也别逃避
而在我记忆当中保存了一片地
内有一个你常提我不放弃还是未忘记

now im on the highest place of the rail of a roller coaster
i may fail
in a high percentage of failure
回旋在下个转角低潮也别逃避?
will i do that?

而在我记忆当中保存了一片地
内有一个你常提我不放弃还是未忘记
my mum...
she told me before not to compete
and cannot give up studying
but she tried very hard to comfort me when i knew i was in 1st class
before Christmas
think again about her words
maybe she was right...
i guess i have to find her to talk again!

Happy New Year 2009

I have many things wanted to say but...
i don't have so much patience as wai kin.

Let's talk about the summary of the big events this year

January: Orientation for me in first class + Chinese New Year
February: CNY+ Driving Test + maybe 1st standardize exam*?
March: Exam, School 90th anniversary, Holiday, SPM result release [Hope many of those Zhong class people leave after this= =]
April: Preparation for Mid-Year exam
May: Mid-Year exam
Jun: Holiday, continue study
July: Standardize exam*
August: Preparation for UEC
September: UEC trial
October: UEC
November: Graduation ceremony, Rest and wait for Result
December: Begin to admit into U

*subject to change

everything will go on smooth if a plan exist = =

Kok Yun is leaving Chong hwa...
Cant see him again in Chong hwa
he is a good friend indeed...

haiz...
moodless...

i have many things to say but
i cant express by typing...
let me do that when I really have the mood to do
Good Luck! 2009!

31st of December 2008

last post for 2008
but typing at 1st of Jan , year 2009

Today morning actually i promised mum to wake up at 9.30am then we go to have breakfast together
but i slept until... 10.30am = =
then she scolded me
then i said i have no more chance to sleep edi
so she let me to sleep but she watch 珠光宝气 using my pc beside my bed = =

then we went Jusco!
everything added 10% extra discount
mum saw it and called all her friend= =
and surely, my aunt

then we have breakfast there
铁板面！
i didn't eat this food for long time = =
since...
X years old

then we went Giordano to buy a new trousers
everything have discount
and i bought a T-shirt
"Good Night Big Ben" = =
total amount is.. 1XX?
i forgot
then, my mum went to buy a sandal
crocodile
and we go to England Optical to make a pair of new spectacles
OMG !
my right eye, 900 edi = =
left eye still ok...
the power didnt rise

the machine cant get my power reading firstly= =
made me shocked


the afternoon passed very fast..
i stay at home until 11pm
and we go to aunt's house to have supper= =
2molo i will post big plan for year 2009!
Good Night!